I still, miss you. Let there be light.?
Today, car accident. Tomorrow, what?

It's just fucking beautiful.

Maybe Tomorrow, I'll find my way home

I miss her. Lost without her. I miss everything.

I miss the world.

I've been down and I'm wondering why
These little black clouds keep on walking around with me, with me

It wastes time and I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside and buy a rainbow smile
But be free, they're all free.

Do you hear the birds chirping too?

Days really are long.

The nights really really are sad.


I woke up tonight. In the middle of the night.

This is the first time since I've been back from Australia. It feels just like before, when it happened. I don't want things to be like that again.

There was a helicoptor circling outside near by.. as I hope it was merely that which caused this.

Because otherwise, shit. A million times.


A month is all it took for life to bring me down to my knees once again.

When I am needing you most.. where are you?

I miss you and I love you.
How did it end up this way?
Dd you still think about me?
Or have you already forgotten?
Would you still cry, for me?